More Time

My agent of course has other clients. She has a bunch of stuff to deal with in September. So I have a couple weeks more.

So rather than just diving into fixing this series of major changes in the last quarter of the manuscript, I'll have a little more time to plan things out and work through possible alternative plot-lines.

There are those who just sit and write with a bare bones outline and those who carefully design their cast of characters and then set them loose. I used to be more spontaneous as a writer, but in all large projects, like programming an information system or doing scientific research, deliberate design and a clear process are just better.

I will often prototype a few chapters now, see how it's going, and then write it over from the beginning when I have a clearer picture of what is and isn't working, as well as having a large outline that has a series of events and plot threads I may or may not slide in as I write the first real draft.

For this project that got me an offer, I think I wrote about 20,000 words before I restarted. Zeroth drafts are not wasted even if I do not use anything in them--as in programming, they help clarify what I want out of the final product during the specification and design phases.

They can also be useful during revision, for getting another perspective on what I thought were problems and what were positives before.

A Great Line

"Celebrate the process."

Wish I knew who said it first. I heard it first on Chef at Home with Michael Smith, but I know it's been out there a while.

Brain-scrambling

When I was a child, I once dreamed that I was a cowboy walking through one of those perfect movie towns with dust driven by the wind and hitching posts and horses and such. And that under my hat, I had the most incredible headache of all time. With each step I took, I would see a cross section of my body (which was hollow), and a great big rock would bounce up into the top of my skull from inside me.

I don't actually have a headache right now--that was last week when I was sick. It's the universe around me that is a headache. Screwy internet connection, repair guys pounding things in the ceiling... I just want to listen to my Shibuya-kei and try to get into the zone.

Official-ness

The Agency contract is getting mailed to me soon. Woo! Hope it doesn't get lost in the mail.

A weakness of mine during revisions: the tendency to add a cool-sounding line somewhere, only to later realize that I already used it someplace else =(

Figuring and Obstacles

I've figured out a solution to my bothersome chapter. I hope it doesn't take as long for the other bothersome chapters or it will be cutting it close.

Of course, it doesn't help that I've come down with something.

Hospitals

For someone who is not a nurse or doctor or med tech, I have been inside hospitals A LOT. It is incredibly draining, and brings up bad memories. Taking Mom later. Will just have to see.

The Players

My agent is a hard-working lady that climbed her way from being totally new to having a significant list including some very successful writers. More important to me than how many copies her clients have sold: she also has a very high success rate for getting her clients book deals. And she's nice.

I consider myself fortunate to have gotten an offer from her. It seems like only yesterday that I was reading a form rejection from her assistant for the book I finished the year before, and here I am, giddily planning out the few weeks I have left to fix the main flaws that she pointed out in the story I finished this year.

I am a self-taught writer. I did not major (or minor) in English or Creative Writing or Literature, but in Molecular Biology (with 3/4ths of a master's in computer science). As of this post, I am not a member of SFWA or any other big writing group, I have never attended a book fair or conference, and before chatting with my agent, I had never spoken to an industry professional.

I just read a lot of books and kept trying to write what interested me.

A Baby's Cry

My journey to get here is different and yet the same as that of thousands of others who are only happy writing. Nevermind those specifics. They may as well be generalities.

I'm starting this blog as a diary. I received affirmation from a professional in the business that something I wrote was good enough for people to pay for it (with some editing, of course).

What's that mean?

I have an agent now, and I will be writing about what happens from here until I get published and beyond... Hopefully. I am well aware that having an agent is no guarantee, and even getting published does not mean I'll be making minimum wage.

There are plenty of books by famous writers about their struggles before they made it. And there is so much material on the internet supporting those who are attempting to get here. It does not seem, though, that there is that much material about what happens in-between getting an agent and getting published. So that's what this journal is for.

I am in my 30s. What came before was amateur; what comes next is my trying to make it to pro. That does not mean writing and selling one book. It means writing and selling one book after another, for the rest of my life. It is the only ride I cannot quit.

There are many people wiser than me, so I hope nothing I write on this blog sounds pretentious.